How I love this BOY!

I know recently my posts have been, well depressing, so this post is going to be all positive. I love my baby boy. He is like an extension of my heart wrapped in this perfect little body! When he smiles it melts my heart and we he cries I want to fix it. It is really hard trying to being a parent to him right now because of all he has been through. I want him to be happy, I want him to have everything he wants and I never want him to be sad! As all of you can imagine this does not always coincide with good behavior but I am not completely ready to discipline him. I may irreversible screw him up but lets face it who in the world is not despite their parents best efforts!! And I don't care that he has a big head I think he is perfect! (Disclaimer: I love Brielle just as much and feel the same about her I just had this picture that I wanted to post so that is why it is just about Baby D!)